undwirleben

You told me you would hurt me, I honestly told you no. I said it couldn't happen, but now it's turned out to be so. Still I am confused, why was it like this? I thought it would last forever, but that ignorant bliss. You still fuck with my feelings and I try to act okay, but the hurt is deep inside and will not easily go away. I wonder what I did wrong, what made you be so distant. But then I realized I should not have been as persistent. You sit and tell me now how sorry that you are. I try to take it seriously, but I know that I will scar. Again I sit here crying, wishing this would end. Feeling all this pain, hoping